Peace That Transcends

Psalm 61

“I long to dwell in Your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of Your wings.  For You, God, have heard my vows; You have given me the heritage of those who fear Your name.” 61:4-5

Yes, Lord, this is what I want.  To be with You.

I keep looking to the future, when I finally get to leave this life and be in heaven.  It is something that gets me excited. The day when I will not feel any sorrow, or pain, or temptation sounds like my reward for all I’ve been through.  But sometimes, I start to question why I have to wait. Why can’t I go ahead and start feeling that peace now? And, I think the answer is, “I can.” Yes, I have felt a peace that transcends all understanding but I am talking about an even deeper peace.  One that doesn’t just help me get through the moment, but one that transcends the moment. I struggle to write these words, as it scares me a little. I don’t know if I am capable of letting that peace into my life. But I am going to try. I am going to try to live my life like I’ve already received my reward, like I have already entered heaven.  That doesn’t mean that I won’t face any more sorrows or pain on earth, but when I do, my God will help me transcend it. He will bring me into His tent and shelter me with His wings. I will be safe in His guardianship.