May 27, 2017
I have been falling apart the past 2 days. The absence of Keren is hitting me right in the middle of the day and it brings me to the fetal position. Today my amazing husband came in to comfort me. He listened to the Holy Spirit and then asked me this question, “How do you want your book of life to be written? It can go one of two ways. You let this destroy you and you have darkness and despair written across your pages or you let light and joy be written there. Do you want to be a victim or a victor?” I actually posted those last words on here a few months ago and when he said it today it struck me like lightning. I’m going to be in pain and feel the loss but I’m not going to let it destroy me. God is my rock and He has been so good to me that I can’t do anything else but live my life for Him. I will be a VICTOR!!!
Fighting Fire with Light 